sigh..

taking the road less travelled isn't easy, it's even lonelier

but i have nowhere to go, no more options, a dead end, i can't meet expectations anymore. for years i have tried to the best of my ability - every inch of my sanity - as much as i could but still my heart is restless - it wants to do what i've always wanted

now that i get the chance, why not? i'm getting old in years - how long do i want to wait? most of all finally i have people to help me, why not?

yes, i do want people to affirm and acknowledge, yes i know they care but they are putting me down. As much as i can i dun wan to bother what they say. Thus it seems impossible to talk about it to anyone now

i tell you now, even if it's 1% chance of success, it's still success. i don't want, at my deathbed, saying "i regret not doing what i've always wanted since i was young" or "i should've done it when i have the chance"

there is no last hope - i can't stop laughing sarcastically or in humour when dramas go "you are our last hope"

i will go on living to see it work

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oh pleasepleaseplease!

if only Flash is allowed on iPhones!!!! most company sites use Flash, big disadvantage when i'm searching for companies' websites for job hunting!! n i think if there's Flash maybe more people buy to iPhone!

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pen

so far i haven't come across a pen that can write smoothly on tape-corrections with no debris!

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To MikiShin san

Please tell us if u r alright or no? Your fans all over the world worry about u!

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deep

my condolences n concerns to all affected areas of the quake n tsunami

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hmm..

it would be nice if iPhone has an international keyboard for handwriting Japanese in kanji, hiragana, katakana n punctuations too cos there r words that aren't found n used in daily Chinese keyboard n vice-versa

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yaaay!

OHMYGOODNESSIFINALLYFOUNDSOMETHINGSONEWFROM CHO JAE HYUN!!! woooow...i din noe he is the head of Gyeonggi Performing and Flim Commission - ANDHE'SONEOFTHEEXECUYIVEPRODUCERSFOR "Come Rain Come Shine"

unfortunately i read from an internet article that this movie was booed by flim critics at this year's Berlin Flim Festival but the lead actor defended the  slow pace of the movie saying it is to bring out the characters' development throughout the flim. i duno cos it's not out to the public yet but the movie's up for this year's International Hong Kong flim awards

i duno..i'm just waiting to see "Produced/Directed by Cho Jae Hyun". For the fun of it, i wonder if he would come to Singapore too nyaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! *swooon*

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