confused

i know i have a lot of things to do...and everything seems urgent but i have no inspirations to do the most urgent first, i don't have the motivation to do the 2nd most urgent and i don't want to do the 3rd one bcos...

ALL ARE IMMEDIATE AND URGENT BUT I DON'T KNOW WHICH ONE TO START FIRST AAAAARGH!!!!!!

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two-no-way

if you keep taking more, put everything on your side and give so little...do you think one would simply say "yes" to you when it's a team effort in the first place?

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so?

yep, you wanna say something, in fact you wanna say a lotta things

for ten over years - trying, n trying, n trying..all these tears of frustration, care, yelling - yet NOTHING HAS CHANGED..why?

unware, lazy, over-dependent, stubborn, over-conscious and scared of what people will say and disagree, wrong decisions made, no self-motivation

最低だ

no way can one lead like this

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lesson learnt

buy something, esp electronic stuffs

1. check reviews - good AND BAD (should have added "bad review" when Googling)

2. call, go out and check whether there are available peripherals, accessories on the shelves - eg, screen protector = super important

3. If a product(s) is (are) hard to find, call (don't run around like mad chicken) shops. Once got the product, reserve it on the phone then go down

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huaaaah!

new HTC One released!!! love its features!!! FRONT SPEAKERS!!! but..is it removable battery? i would prefer that..anyway, good that a new HTC product is released, i can afford the older model when their prices drop

Clever, released just when many people get their Chinese New Year red packet money!

c'mon Apple, beat that! forget about releasing 5S, just release iPhone 6 at the end of the year cos improvement-wise u'll be in a dilemma

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limit

one does not shut oneself from the whole world but laments - every single nanosecond - to the world that one is so pitiful and/or builds up excuses to run away from the wrong, doesn't feel remorse, doesn't humble oneself n shut up when the result of doing so has caused another person to suffer painfully for a lifetime

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last year..

hard to believe that yesterday was 31 Dec..

so everyone's doing their retrospecs, reflecting what they've done, what they should've done, events, etc.

i'm no exception!

in a nutshell, last year has been a shocking year for me. The shocks came more intense as year's end was approaching: rude shocks, sad shocks, angry shocks..

i'm thinking this as i type this blog entry: how can one really 'start anew' when last year's problems, situations, deadlines continues on to the new year - like me?

it's going to be a difficult year for me..i duno..perhaps it's time to take more steps back to be open to more options and different perspectives in my life

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