danger zone

there's always a danger when i help someone especially a fellow Asian. Not that i'm biased but they always have this thought that we are rich just bcos we say, "It's ok, pay me next time."

i'm not rich, i'm actually struggling. but for one's safety and well-being in a desolate place it's not good to stay longer even just for a minute to dig, find and open a money pouch

i'm also afraid of favours asked bcos i'm pressurised by the expectations that go along with them. i'm still trying to handle the expectation part, hope to get over it soon

anyway, i've been waiting long for something..i wonder how it will turn out..the waiting's killing me - not telling though..