sigh..

why is it everytime i thought i could stay in a job i can't? thought it's a job i enjoy but so much nonsense came in the way, i still push on..but in the end, still..

is this meant to be?

it has come to a point that i'm tired, i just want to hide at home and do what i want to do for a long, long time. And i dun give a * about what i cannot handle at home. i just have to push on about what i want to do

i totally give up..world, i've done what i'm told to do. this time, i'll just shut you out from me, do what i want to do..i simply do not care anymore