hmmm..

i wonder if Nishikawa Takanori (西川 貴教) would perform in Singapore?!,

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day

after a terrible first half of the day my shiroi tenshi came n the rest is history! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! remember to take picture of strawberry parfait next time nya! X3 hope tomorrow good weather!

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danger zone

there's always a danger when i help someone especially a fellow Asian. Not that i'm biased but they always have this thought that we are rich just bcos we say, "It's ok, pay me next time."

i'm not rich, i'm actually struggling. but for one's safety and well-being in a desolate place it's not good to stay longer even just for a minute to dig, find and open a money pouch

i'm also afraid of favours asked bcos i'm pressurised by the expectations that go along with them. i'm still trying to handle the expectation part, hope to get over it soon

anyway, i've been waiting long for something..i wonder how it will turn out..the waiting's killing me - not telling though..

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stress

feel like crying...haven't grasp much of what i've learnt..total panic, tummy's bloated from all the accumulated "wind"

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gloom!

i wish i could take one day off from reading my textbooks and notes...n y is it still so hot after raining nyaaa!

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i wish

i wish i have the luxury
of stretching out my hand
and casually ask for money
and hang out with my friends

i wish i have the luxury
of having parents who have a wide network
in finding me a job

i wish i have the luxury
of having parents
to teach me about what self-confidence is about

i wish i have the luxury
of total privacy

i wish i have the luxury
of having air con
instead of me scratching
in this unbearable heat
and cooling my laptop
instead of feeling the burn of the laptop
everytime i type

i wish i have the chance
to have a good bgr relationship again
to have that attention
only two can share

i wish i have the luxury
of having and paying cable tv

i wish i have the luxury
of having handheld games
and knowing enuff Japanese
to play Gundam games

what seemed like an everyday life to u
is a luxury to many
and me

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i need to...

study...and stop giving excuses not to!!!

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