>> Wednesday, January 4, 2017
yes i am tired
tormented by obligations that i never ask for or want
tormented by my own mental illness that people think i deserved to be flame-ed n bullied. Sorry. i am very sorry for causing so much destruction and hate. i never wanted to be sick. never . i want to be normal. Have a normal life - even if it's a mundane normal life.
i wish i could smash my brains against the wall n bleed for the wrongs i've done because no amount of sorrys equate the painful hateful damage i've done.
i'm going to face the world in shame, resentment n hate..i've tried to be at my best behaviour..but..u, world, just takes advantage of me. i am tired. So tired n f*ked up until i start yelling angrily at strangers.
who am i? a monster. i have become a monster.