yes a new layout

all thanks to Paps X3 i squealed when i saw - he went all the way to find - a Seigaku pic but in my curiousity i did one of my own - n there it is!

i'm still trying to figure how to change widget background colour - so inflexible :(

had a great time at the chalet, met new sugoi friends too but things happened: a sms, a phone call, some issues to deal with, some time alone, more time alone X3, sang in the bathroom XD, left my pyjamas in the bathroom (given by Kai), accidentally spilled small pieces of chips on the floor (cleared by Kai)and the mega one - knocked PS2 on the floor (Kai's) - yabe..i hope the kids still had a chance to play - i really can't forgive myself

cos we celebrated Kai's birthday in advance in the chalet - danke nya..

and i forgot one thing...chalet not supposed to sleep long hours XD!!!!!

full day no sleep = 2-3 day's recuperation...my age has come this far..SONNNNAAAA!!!!!!! XD

SHIROI 'ISHIDA' TENSHI!!!! THANK UUUUUUUUUUU

mo hitori no boku - thank u..definitelyinfinitely..

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nya..

Paps...THANK U!!!!!! XIE XIE!!!! a no..think u must ask everyone to Mandarin u when u back XD!!!! talk to Shimp'-sama lah, he always Mandarins me when i Mandarin him XD

Kak..u LOCK (rock) ah X3 thank u..

Dai Gor..thank u..one reason to live..

shiroi tenshi..boku wa ganbarimasu! thank u..

Kai-saaaaan XD!! See u duel later nya!!!!!

SEN NO KAZE TACHI!!!! AITAIIIIII!!!! x3

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my right arm..

is bulging cos it's been gaining muscles..the left is practically flat..i seriously wonder y..i din exercise wat..dun tell me bcos i've training it up for its endurance for next week's exam by furiously writing away?!

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in all seriousness..

Kai bought books on seiyuu-ing..suge..i can't understand Japanese which he said he would translate

looking forward to that

by the way, sen no kaze tachi wat do we do on Fri..dun let me end up sleeping in the room like i do during CS XD

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awrigh!!!!! i got Nyan Nyan Toku Mori version!!!! ah, i can forget about singing it...imagine me singing two lines in the whole of 12 minute plus song

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the basics

if i duno the chapters how can i progress to exam revision?!

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hmm

i admire how pple can do blogskins and upload them..

there's been more flurry of activities after my previous posts, more for Pap's new blogskin (suge - he rocks, never stops his computer engineer thingy even after responding the Call)

and LP's fan fic which i always sigh thinking about...chotto..LP, somehow my last night's "yearning" may come true (ne ne: hint - WS cosplay-street-event)!

and...ah, let's leave it as it is..to quote Dai Gor, "Not fair."

anyway i am still over the moon about my low voice in the aimo excerpt, mo hitotori no boku approved it too..wow..

go my hair cut - and it looks like Ritsu-sensei's hairstyle..KYAAAAAA!!!! like i told LP: but i dun have his physique...KOUMEEEEEEEIII!!!! (working on it!)

and i've just sent Nat the her bunny greetings that i owe her a looooong time..yeeah!

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thinking n more!

before i go on, i wanna thank Paps..(check inbox check inbox!) for listening to my floody comments XD GRAZIE INFINITE!!! for including this 'unknown soul' to flood about ur bloggie and..for everything nya!!! (cioccolato cioccolate coicolatooo yaay yaay - yyyyaay!!!)

my shiroi tenshi for commenting my aimo aimo excerpt on YouTube..(Loveless Anime Drama CD Soulless "Irrashaimaseeee") *BLUSH*

mo hitori no boku...嬉しいです!!!!!! *me drawing air zeros on the table..(haven't learn how to use pencil yet)* 罸...何でも良い..

Dai Gor..my fellow philosopher (naaa..i was going to 'hen' Soubi ..never mind, u'll kill me if u understand what i'm talking about)..

Veronica...i really enjoyed myself, thanks to you - sit together - waaaaaat?!!!! XD

and what's my ualupappa (my katakana interpretation for "wallpaper")










薬売りさああああん!!!
Kusuri uri saaaan!!!
(Medicine seller)

and for addition, found this on YouTube, kusuri uri and his other self whom i call the demon slayer doing the Caramelldansen! the things u see r what's used by "both" of "them" :

the demon-slaying-sword (the one that u see "them holding" above) and

what i call the demon scale (the grey-white thing with a sharp point with metal 'wings' in the video). The demon scale indicates where n how far the demon is to allow Kusuri uri to prepare for his counterattack.

The "cat" on the right is the video-maker's "cute" interpretation of the demon cat from the 3-episode anime of Ayakashi: Samurai Horror Tales, the Bakeneko arc (series) which Kusuri uri appeared and in the final few episodes of Mononoke (Kusuri uri's the lead character in this anime series), the modern Bakeneko arc

To me, one word says it all - KAWAIIIIIII (CUUUUUUUTE)!!!!
Enjoy!


to find out the song Caramelldansen please click here
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caramelldansen


progression

the cause of most things, set to motion. Motion, in general, moves us forward, sometimes leaving behind the things that we need to pay attention to, there are some things we can only do so little, some things we can do a lot - to me, that's what balance is about

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afternoon: second half

BLUR SHEEP!!!! XD!!!!

yaay, i got a boost!

sigh, i do swing from one mood to another

nya, ma ii, the air's better so i breathe

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afternoon

why

why can't i have someone?

how come u have, n i have no one?

i can't be like u accepting being alone - i'm part of your circle yet i cannot live alone, i can't

if anyone - anyone, please, hear me, reach for me..please..it's too painful here

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done by a Legend of Zelda fan n..

i gotta do this, this vid's too good to be missed for Legend of Zelda fans and if u're into light bouncy music. Original lyrics and song done by Legend of Zelda fan(s)?

think the maker did a few more? click here to one of the vids

aaargh..yesterday MAYON FEAST!!! but had too much mayon-topped pasar malaam food: Okonomiyaki (YES! I CAN SAY IT!), Tokiyaki, fried dough fritters..then there are more non-mayons like Chinese sausage, n the Japanese-flour-flavoured fried chicken (AW MAN IT ROCKS!), siew mai..aaaah..

but my Okonomiyaki so big (wat the - Okonomiyaki NOT = Oshitari who's NOT big..sheesh..where my brains go..) until i got so full i could puke..guilty..my last ball of Tokiyaki had to go to waste (but not without digging the small prawn out first!) - nobody bought Okonomiyaki so i couldn't see how big it was!

so this morning my mom did French toast - without the honey (lemme pun that word to my sen no kaze tachi.."HUNIEEEEEEEEE.."). And she left a bowl of sliced cabbage for me to eat sandwich-style. My tummy feels too solid and bloated that I took the whole bowl of cabbage as my breakfast. Even a second trip to the toliet didn't work - now i feel like puking..

that aside (Inui nya), 2 of my sen no kaze tachi are cosplaying for a street performace event, to which i'm thinking of just dressing up for fun - since one of them's so brave (moeeeeee) - i'm still thinking of i should try the schoolgirl dressing to compliment or light goth with black bermudas n stuff

AND I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING WHEN NAT SAID MY AIMO EXCERPT SOUNDS SCARY!!!!! well that's a whole new perception that i'd never knew!!! XD!!!! With this perception, i listen to it once more..and yeah..does sound like wat she said..but what shocked me was..i can do scary-effect just by singing! How cool is that?! Come to think of it, mo hitori no boku said once my voice did scare and immediately i apologised cos it did have that effect. Thinking of it again..and listening to the excerpt with this "new perception"..yeah..i can..HOOOOOWAAAAA!!!! (i was about to go "BR-AVO! MON AMI.." - thought the better of it)

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thrash: fish out of the water

i wish i could scream
rebel
against whatever's been told n said
i wish
someone would turn around
and bring the tides back

but there isn't anyone

alone
i'm forced to trudge through
to accept the truths
which have been placed in front of me

i do no have the guts
to pull back my own tides

cos i know
i have to leave
them
no matter how big
how heavy
they are

no matter how painful
still
leave
i must

catch me not
you horrid darkness
i defy you

here i stand

in between

but still

forcing to

grasp

for

light

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too distracted

noise is not what i need for studying..to fight that, i need to busy myself, suddenly thought of doing a Tezuka/Fuji fanfic,

Leisure

LP's on three fanfics already! that kinda motivated me to do one, after so long a time

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I DID IT!!!!

i'm supposed to do my homework for counselling today but..

I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT!!! FINALLY I DID IT!!!!!

i'm a soprano, and to break into a low note trying to sound like a young male isn't easy - my throat's a little sore from this but it's worth everything!

this excerpt is from the song "Aimo" from an anime called Macross Frontier. "Aimo" inspired me to try a low smooth voice!!! And the higher one..actually wanted to go for a lower one but..heheh - i'm showing what i can do for voice acting. Dewa yoroshiku onegai shimasu nya..Comments really appreciated



i still owe Nat her Bunnatz greetings..

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wiiii

i've had a wonderful day from yesterday to wee hours in the morning

change of plans had us 3 sen no kaze tachi, it was difficult not having wat i needed but managed to pull through..WS said "should come out with us more often" X3

and i learnt how one plays Jubecube, thanks to WS! Kai's eye-hand coordination rocks! Including shiroi tenshi they are gamers mah.. X3

and wee hours..really, had lotsa fun too

i can't wait for WS' good news, wow..

can't wait for all us SNKtachi come together!!!

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thank you

in chrono

my shiroi tenshi who keeps telling me to GO FOR THE TEST, smsing encouragement to me and finding this

Guren + Komui = SOUBI!!!!!!!!!!!!
(wanted to upload the pics but too tired. Guren's from Shonen Onmyoji, Komui is from DGrayman, Soubi is from Loveless - all the same voice-actor)

allow me to be cheeky here..

Guren + Komui + RITSU-SENSEI = SOUBI!!!!!!!! XD!!!!!
(really after listening the beginning of Lovelss Character Drama CD Heartless i - died)

Marah..."ya lah go for the test" and - thank u so much for gg to Daiso...i so need the Japanese soak-in-culture - so fun looking for stuffs! let's also play hangers again XD

Kai..IKEEEEEEEE!!!!

WS! u din know but ur smses distracted my stress before the test...keep rattling ya!!!! XD

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class test stress

i duno..i really duno..

NOW'S the time to know!

4.26pm
i give up..since 8am - including breakfast, lunch, bath - i duno how much i can absorb, if i'm blank then i'm blank (which i think not, sure can scribble a thing or two)

now i just wanna edit tracks, unzip Soubi *GASP* XD n Ritsuka's audio dramas and put new mp3s into my mp3 player!

and...during one of my short sleep breaks I ALMOST DREAMT OF RIKUSON N KOUMEI IF IT'S NOT FOR THAT IRRITATING ALARM!!!!!!!!!

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yesterday n today

long time haven't sat in the car ride. Marah at the wheel, me at the passengar seat yakking n laughing out loud about lotsa - even no-holds-barred - things

and..THANK YOU TO MY SEN NO KAZE TACHI!!!! ~giggle~ WS broke L's record!!! "(Tamaki, Ouran High School Host Club) BR-AVO!!!..Mon ami mon ami monami!!!" XD

n really it's been so long since we did this: long conversations til quite late with mo hitori no boku..lotsa things to laugh and feel good about, some things to ponder about..mo hitori no boku..honma ya..maido..

i think i heard "u're not from kansai!!!!!!!" echoing in the distance XD!!!!!!!!!!

and i've just finished my homework for today's counselling: food which affects the endocrine system. It is responsible for our hormones, metabolism, breathing, excretion, movement, reproduction and sensory perception secreted by specialised cells

further reading here

besides eating fruits and veggies, fish twice a week, adding garlic in cooking, herbs like ginko and ginseng, intakes of calcium, vitamins B, B Complex (fish, chicken, eggs, whole grains, beans, nuts) and C (oranges, berries, sweet potates) also help the maintaining a good balance of the endocrine system

further reading here

but veggies like cabbage, beans, fruits like apples and peaches, milk - and more - can cause bloating and bleching

further reading here

and all in all (with the exception of our ns friends) don't stress too much, eat and drink slowly to digest the food properly and reduce after-meal fatigue

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today

have been greeeeeeat! met (almost) all whom i wanna meet b4 i cram for exam

and...WATCHED X-MEN MOVIE!!! i think i haven't watched a movie since..last year? Wolverine..*giggle* i wonder if there would be a cross-universe = Legolas, Wolverine!

saw the trailer for Transformers 2...IT ROCKS! better than the first!!! CAN'T WAIT FOR IT!!!

Natasha talks about her visit to the Christian Lacroix exhibition at the Singapore National Museum...kyaaaaaa - i wanna go there!!!

and Fr.Aloysius found a The Mom song gotta watch it..she's good!

1015
i learn how to count PDT!!! woo-hoo!!

1036
nobody knows unless you tell

1158
it's frustrating cos i can't learn Japanese. People tell me to find a job first. But when i did i'd realised something's missing and the working world needs a diploma as the minimum requirement. And now studying for a diploma is difficult, really it is. And i'm pushing myself just to see myself thru' - i think that's what one could call reposibility?

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the beginning

The Line

I'd loved to cross it
but i can't

because if i do
it will be dangerous

for i can see nothing
but thick fog of darkness
on the other side

Should i rudely intrude?
i know i can't

Yet
Mysterious
Beckoning

it's my imagination
perhaps
i hope

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aho - yappari

everything's expensive when it comes to gadgets on my side..

my world crashed this morning..$295 for DS Lite cos i dun have a R4 to download the games..i've no confidence in my pc too - cranky system. More ex if i wanna buy the game itself..forget it..

one day play Wii on Zelda at Nat's ba..i think staying over's a pretty cool idea too...erm..after my exam!!! So sad she doesn't have 'Shattered Blade'! BAN-KAI!

well, guess i'll just 'play' with my organiser..finally got a real one - it's time anyway

i'll just indulge in my new Tieria opaque colour - Haptism and Setsuna's actual colour so hard to find nya!

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sigh..

i can only look at the DS Lite with longing in my heart..

really enjoyed Legend of Zelda na..

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dealing with without

no blog calendar archive..sad..and when i read third-party installations there's always a problem

wanted to change to livejournal as i made an account of my own but...still considering..unless Blogger comes up with styles like livejournal i may consider staying in blogger but dilemma..i kinda like the design i did in blogger..very Seigaku ;)

DS Lite...still considering

and i just got a call from a counsellor..starting counselling tmw..dead..

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:)

knowing myself there's a danger when i blog too frequently now - lack of priority - exam first week of next month

LP n Kai (i want to just type K but it'll be too Gravitation-al) two days within one week - think we broke record this year XD

today was gift-giving day! XD and i got a little try with my shiroi tenshi no DS Lite!!! SUGE!! and wat's more SUGE about it was...i got to play a bit of Legend of Zelda!!!! after trying out hands-on i understand more as to why DS Lite is so addictive! And i got to see what Kai was playing on his DS Lite..wow..

wish there's a game that both of them can link their DS Lites together to play with each other..looking forward to it!

and it's been a looooong time since Veronica n i met! We always want to meet but our 'schedules' always clash with each other

and to top it up, BEER..haven't down one for a looooong time -and of all beer..German beer..ooooh..nününü - didn't drink much, only one small bottle of Erdinger Weiss - more than enough

every account told and untold here..i treasure them all

and..here comes the more serious part..i haven't spoke about it for quite some time..to lose someone is difficult - one, not long after another, loss. i do the best i can if the person would like me to be there to lend my ears

i lost one not long ago and can understand it can sound so cliche when pple say, "Be comforted, s/he left for a better place." But as i thought more about it this comfort slowly turns to peace filling the emptiness and sadness in me, teaching me how to move on while dealing with the loss

so..let's yudan sezu ni ikite (live) ya

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*smile*

it's been one month since three of us hang out

the wedding though long, the lunch was short. That gave so much ample time to meet my shiroi tenshi directly at BL station. Showed her my textbook. It was quite a nostalgic time for her as she scan a few pages of it.

A thought came to my mind - what if Kai can't see us?
"Just wave," she said. I did - the way one would wipe windows from top to bottom direction which attracted quite a lot of attention XD

i got a nice surprise - Kai showed us a Macross Frontier doujinshi - no-on-the-bed-scenes! must it be that all the time xp we were having so much fun laughing out loud looking at Alto and the rest - me squealing at Mihael's signature smile, LP n me fan-girl-squeals

Kai lent two English fiction books to her, a manga in Japanese to me. It's a challenge for me cos i can't read Japanese and have to figure what the hirganas mean. I couldn't stop laughing when they teased me along the line of, "cannot make it"

So it was off to Sim Lim for LP's DS Lite! It's been long since i'd been there, while LP n Kai were chatting i was looking around for changes. Although Kai n i felt that there were a lot of people, i think the crowd has dwindled somewhat

we roamed around while waiting for about 20 minutes so that the shop assistant could get some DS Lite - then suddenly my head went heavy, i went extremely quiet and almost lethargic after downing one can of F&N Sunkist. Roamed much and it was back to the shop

i couldn't stop laughing - LP choose the same colour and cover that Kai has! i do admire them - higher spending power, understand Japanese. i just consoled myself, "next time ba."

it wasn't until Lay Peng asked me if i was alright that i managed to talk a little telling her about the adverse effects i had after downing my can of drink

then we hang out at Illuma where - well, quite fascinating! An escalator that brings us from first to - according to futari-tomo - FIFTH level! Every level was an eye-opener for me in regards to the overall design. LP n Kai spent more n happily at Mr Otaku's and Comic Connections. For me i was looking around for something new on Tezuka but all i'd bought b4 :( even the Urahara hat's not around

it was at Bugis that my level went up. Suddenly the swirly-two-circles pastry got me thinking crooked - i couldn't stop laughing. Kai compared it to a VHS/VCR but i kept apologising and laughing because of my crooked thought until Kai went,

"What's so ecchi about VCR"

XD!!!!!!

The grilled prawns with glass noodle caught Kai's and my eyes and he took it - he was hungry. Me, it's the redness of the grilled prawns that caught me - they look kinda beautiful-red

then i was back to my noisy self again - thanks to the coffee!

but i had to go to my aunt's - and had ups and down incidents there but on the whole enjoyed myself

can't wait for tomorrow to see my sen no tachi again! :)

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