where am i going?
i don't know
All i know is that i've to start
somewhere
...

oh..track 3

>> Sunday, March 29, 2009

Megane's new album...

Tezuka n Inui: De?
Oshitari: (caught off-guard)

OSHITARI HIT! OSHITARI HIT!!! XD!!!!

(cos Oshitari "de"d them in their talk tracks in their previous albums)

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Megane's Choutsugai

>> Saturday, March 28, 2009

before i go on..there are more of today's entries below this one

NOW the review

oh sweet...oh sweet oh sweet..I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING!!! they have new talk tracks and the song "Megane kazoe uta" IS ACTUALLY COUNTING SPECTACLES INSTEAD OF COUNTING SHEEP - i think it's a pun on the Counting Sheep tracks which the voice actor of 'Tezuka' joined in. BUT REALLY YOU CAN'T SLEEP COUNTING SPECTACLES WITH THREE CRACKERS GOING ALONG WITH A CUTE CLASSICAL PIECE.

But baby, believe me when i say - OSHITARI YOU SMEXY CRAFTY BABY YOU SHOULD BE IN THE COUNTING SHEEP CD cos in the "Megane kazoe uta" he DOES ULTRA-SMEXY in some numbers (fyi he counts to 100 specs while Inui and Tezuka provided the backing vocals "Megane, Megane")

AND INUI GOES CRACK-PUNK ROCK, naming famous people who wears spectacles...yes, he mentioned Mr Ghandi, he DID

every talk track cracks me up...i can't understand all the lines of all the tracks but a few lines i understand i try to translate.

the 2nd talk track a little..Tezuka keeps saying 'Ho' when Inui keeps coming up with

(loosely translated)
Inui: Look at this carefully!
(game sound-effect)
Oshitari: i see nothing
Inui: See nothing? Sure you see nothing, isn't it? You really see nothing right? (Because) It's a you-cannot-see-tennis-racquet!
Tezuka: Ho

...

Inui: then how about this one!

(game sound-effect again)

Oshitari: i see nothing

Inui: (somewhere along the line of) See nothing? HAHAHA! Sure you see nothing, isn't it? HAHAHAHA! You really see nothing right? (Because) It's a you-cannot-see-tennis-BALL!

Tezuka: Ho

and Oshitari gets irritated more n more cos Tezuka only said one word "Ho".

Oshitari: Isn't there any thing more to say?!
Tezuka: Ho

then Inui forgot to explain earlier: in fact that's not Tezuka

Oshitari: HA?!

Turns out that Inui MADE A TEZUKA ROBOT!!!! (ATOBE-SAMA YOU READING THIS?!!! PWN!!!!!!!!!!!!) and he calls it - man, it's a tongue-twister!!! - Tezukaroboichigokun (Tezuka robot no.1-kun, "kun" is an address like "san" but more of student to student and other "kun" address explanations that can be found on the internet) and that Tezukaroboichigokun got Inui specs

i can't stop laughing...3rd talk track i can't understand much but Tezuka asked Oshitari how is his remake of Megane wo Hazusu Yoru (which Oshitari was the original singer) and Oshitari said it was good and TEZUKA WENT HIGH-PITCHED THRILLED

Inui: HOUSE!

Tezuka: (PANTS DOG-HAPPILY!!!! - in your mind his tail IS wagging)
(it's actually a continuation of how crack Tezuka was when he went rowf-ing at the Sayonara Megane's talk track)

this time it's Tezuka n Inui who went crack - it's so hilarious when both had a childish exchange of words like "second!" "first" "..return!" and when Oshitari GOT their attention both got the fright of their lives (you can think that they were looking fearfully at Oshitari), saying, "L-LEADERRRR!!!" and Oshitari kinda protested (but in actual fact it's a pun on the Oshitari's seiyuu who kinda started the whole Megane's idea)

and both Tezuka n Inui went more crack when Oshitari mentioned that it IS the END of Megane's: no "next" studio recording, no "next" concert. Oshitari thanked them both for their hard work. Oh my goodness i almost cried when Tezuka weepingly said, "Yudan sezu ni ikouuuuu"

BUT in Track 4 both Tezuka n Inui came up with fantastic "We are Megane Senshin (Japanese super heroes like Mask Rider 555)!" and attacks like "Megane PUNCH!" "BEAM!" "MEGANE WIND!" "MEGANE EYE!" "MEGANE MISSILE!" Oshitari was...well..literally left out..cos..in the first talk track he himself declared (with a smirk i would think, konoyaro!), "My specs ARE fake (he wears cosmetic specs)

what about the Mayonnaise? Megane's + ... get this..SANADA!!! OF ALL PEOPLE!!! I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING!!!! SANADA GOES CRACK!!!! INSISTING HIMSELF CALLING THE WHOLE UNIT "MAYONNAISE"!!! XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my goodness!!!! He does it at the bonus track "Manatsu no Mayonnaise". When the Megane's sang "Manatsu no Megane's (Megane's Summer)" he chimed in "MANATSU NO *MAIYONESU (*phonetic) (Mayonnaise's Summer)!!!!" and all the ad-libs - if i can understand Japanese XD!!!! and yep - that famous "YEEEEEES!!!!" in that track XD

all the nostalgic singles (no non-vocal tracks in the album) the Megane's are there with the abovementioned new ones and one called "Memory" of which the first line cheekily asked if you've remembered three of them..and something about their silhouettes..?!

MEGANE'S I MISS YOUUUUUUU!!!!! IKENAI KUDASAI!!!!!
MEGANE'S FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE LOVE YOUUUUUU!!!!!!
Sanada - urusai! ;p

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Koutetsu Sangokushi: ep 25 spolier main theme

now that i'm alone..i can cry all i want, i've broken down crying watching this ep

i jumped ep, cos i can't wait any longer - i want to know the truth

i still am crying..if someone holds me now, i'll cry so badly that the neighbours will think another member in my family has passed on

the final ep - 25 - reveals everything

Everything, in the Sovereign Seal, where all gathered

The Sovereign Seal had chosen two people: Shoukatsuryou Koumei (copy n paste...oh please, i only know him as Zhu Ge Liang - which this name i TYPE *smile*) and Rikuson Hakugen. Koumei was to be the ultimate darkness while Rikuson becomes the ultimate light.

But in order to let Rikuson (who had changed into the ultimate form: looks like a butterfly but it's red-fire in colour..oh please, Loveless has butterflies too but the colour theme is blue) be the ulimate light Koumei had to sacrifice the good that he himself had known to BE the ultimate darkness: in his heartbroken state remembering betraying and hurting the ones he loved, including Rikuson - all the while still raising Rikuson (n teaching him about humanity, wisdom - all the good that one should know)

It hurts Shoukatsukin Shiyu (yesyes, also copy and paste), Koumei's elder brother as he and Rikuson watch helplessly as Koumei (who had changed into another form) slowly disappears

one could say that Shoukatsukin - or Kin, as affectionately known - had been Koumei's sane pillar of support. A sad flashback reveals the two brothers in their younger years looking at the night sky and Koumei suddenly asked his brother, "Why can't I see?" wrenches my heart even more - and now i'm crying again

So Rikuson decided. "If it's the Seal that's causing all these then -"

Flying up to the Sovereign Seal which was floating some distance behind and above Koumei, he grabbed it - "it is not needed!"

and wrenched the Seal into his heart, much to the shock and dismay of everyone: Shoukatsuryou Koumei (tried to type, scrolling up n down to type), Shoukatsukin Shiyu (also scrolled up n down to type Koumei's brother), Ryoutou Kouseki (copied) Rikuson's self-declared sworn brother), Taishiji Shigi (copy n paste), Kannei Kouha (copy n paste), Ryomou Shimei (copy n paste) and Sonken Chuubou (ya la, copy n paste)

Koumei cries to Rikuson to stop but Rikuson cried out - in pain as he forced the Seal into his heart - and in sorrow that he did not want to be parted from his teacher (Koumei) anymore

The white light brought all of them out of the Seal, bringing them back to the barren land where they all stood at the edge of a cliff of where a bare altar which - previously where the Seal was - stood

as Koumei sat holding Rikuson's illuminating form, Rikuson, leaning upon his teacher for one last time, gave a cute smile - and disappeared into the sky

oh i'm crying again..

Koumei tried to hold the disappearing form - but couldn't - only to hold onto himself alone in sorrow

the wind blew and suddenly peach blossom flower petals floated by them as they hear Rikuson's voice that this is the flower that he remembers by as he looks up to his teacher

the scene ended as Koumei walks alone in a vast land of flowers,

his silent tears
an endless tale of sadness

*「わが師匠...」
- 陸遜伯言

*waga shisho ("shi'o", as pronounced in the anime)
= "my teacher", fan-subbed as "my master"

- Rikuson Hakugen

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yesterday plus Koutetsu Sagokushi, Gundam 00 season 1 and Marcross Frontier spoilers

sick, went to Bukit Batok to see dr, smsed Kai to say hi and whine a little about my illness

din do much cos too sick but my mom has running nose decided to do OT..oh..i guess we drive each other on: she's sick but she's working, i'm sick but i still keep on studying

finally gave up, couldn't read anymore, went to my pc and - somehow my "Busy" status didn't work XD i got a pleasant surprise from both from my "Sen no Kaze"-tachi getting me their conversation - rare occasion that three of us chat together

Suddenly Kai gave up disturbing me - sigh. But after that, he DID cos i'm still wondering what chuu [NOT the ~chuu~ as in (Valentine) kiss] means - as i'd said he draws "circles" in his sleep - いっぱいのゼロですよ!!! (i need translations for comments in Japanese, thank u ;p)

halfway thru i asked LP to include Kai in the conversation cos i wanted to show the both of them something, "Invite Kai ba"..then suddenly i realised.."Kaiba"...(ore) YARU JA!!!! XD

actually i shouldn't use "ore" cos it's a male slang for "I" but just as a tribute to Saiyuki's Goku who forgot to buy presents on Christmas. So Hakkai asked him along the line of "For who?"

Goku gleefully pointed, "ORE!" - to himself.

(exasperated expressions from the rest: Sanzo, Gojyo and Hakkai)

anyway..
and YES, finally get to watch Koutetsu Sangokushi! (yes Kai, i TYPED it *giggle* - after LP's intensive kanji lesson of the meaning of "Koutetsu Sangokushi") As one puts it, "in pursuit of Koumei". And true, his brother Kin said "he's not a human who turned human" - or so that's what i read. After watching episode by episode the plot slowly draws to Koumei n his pupil Rikuson (Lik'son, as pronounced in the anime..n stop the yaoi fantasies - OI) and the harm that the Seal has done to Koumei (i'm so happy that 'Ritsu-sensei' has more role to play in this anime XD)

then it was Tieria-time XD oh....Tieria "*僕の" - he choked on his - "所為だ" - tears..TIERIA CRIED..and that was the last of Lockon (Neil Dylandy)/Tieria before Neil's death *sob*

i prefer Neil to his twin brother Lyle, Lyle so serious until i can die of boredom but he torments me with his love story - and i cried at the hear-wrenching exchange with his lover, Anew Return, who died.

Sidetrack: Mihael's death was even more heart-wrenching. Alto's yelling his affectionate name made me cry even more cos that was how i felt when Mihael was sucked into space, lost forever. (nono, there was NO BL invovled, i just took out one scene when before Mihael died he professed his love for KlanKlan)

But one thing i dun understand is why can't Tieria - an Innovator - sense Anew who was also an Innovator? Tieria must be getting on in years..

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*okay some Japanese lesson (Kai n LP please correct me if i'm wrong)

僕 = boku
"I" in this case, males sound "gentleman" when using "boku"
の = no
in this case, it's "of"
so "boku no" = "my"

所為 = sei
"fault" but transliterally "cause a misake/fault"

だ = da
slang used by males to end a sentence, grammatically it's です = desu (pronounced as "des" in standard Japanese)

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more ramblings..

>> Thursday, March 26, 2009

i had been drawing very small comical facial expressions of Abel, Tess and...suddenly Oshitari (later explain) which i had to pay attention to hair parting.

so i was drying my hair n my hair suddenly automatically parted - i was like "Tezuka's parting? Tezuka part which side...left...right?"

i looked closer at the mirror

"Or is this Oshitari's..?"

i gave up - i was out of time

"AAAARGH, whatever." But i looked good today. Thank goodness my hair's short n dyed - or else i'll look so sick beyond recognition.

then i looked at my handphone to see Tezuka's image cos the file which has him doesn't really protray which side his hair parted

OH
MY
GOODNESS
it's...
TEZUKA'S PARTING!!!!!!!!!
[further checks Oshitari's - as i'd expected - is on the other side. How can 2 prominent Meganes have the same side parting? (giggle)]

k so now the drawing

it all started when i was hugely stressed studying and i had already wanted to try my style of manga drawing a long time ago. i'd always hated the front cover of my textbook.

one night after school an idea came to my mind - draw over, glue my drawing over the picture of the textbook

so it was one fateful day when i almost wanted to bang my textbook in frustration - that i'd decided to rebel against the "must always study" thing and - drew

and i'm proud of it

i named it Maximilian Tribute, inspired by Maximilian Jenius of Macross - i LUUUUURVE him, he's the only Macross character i like

then i decided to brave my fears of "dare not to write Japanese characters"

it was not easy, trying to write by hand, trying to write exactly where the eye could see with my drawn character...lotsa blanko has been used just to write 4 words "mada mada" - wanted to write "mada mada da ne" but had no reference to my character so i decided on just "mada mada (not yet not yet, meaning not perfect yet = i still have lots to work on for manga drawing)"

from then on while studying i cracked myself by drawing comic protrayals of Abel Nightroad of him with just specs n mouth as in the manga and Tess protrayed as a traditional simple robot head, also in the manga for relevant texts interpretation of my textbooks.

it was only that i'd added Oshitari cos i found it's relevant for the concept of the word "research" as Oshitari likes Science (not surprisingly if he skills at Anatomy..) and i saw one pic of him in a school science lab.

and to follow the manga tradition - Japanese. And the long standing translated - Chinese. Using English-Japanese, roumaji and Chinese-English dictionaries i wrote all words by hand. i tried to avoid English as much as i can but only when i lack the translation skills into Japanese n Chinese then i use English

AND AND AND!!! DID I MENTION I DREW comic protrayals of TIERIA - TWICE?!!!! this time with the hair XD i dun have his dark purple hair colour pen so i settled for violet...

but really i can't help laughing about my protrayals of teasing Abel...poor thing..even Oshitari joined in the fun! it's really hilarious - i mean - for me lah, not sure how the rest would react

but really i realised i need all the time i have to really study - n crack a few comic depictions - it's so much better than smoking to relieve stress

goodness...almost wanted to buy one pack but i stopped myself - really hard - then suddenly a smoker walked past me with a cigarette..and i didn't realised - or maybe i've forgotten how much it stinks (no offense to smokers, sorry, really). That really put me off n i'm glad i stick to my "no, i'm not buying!"

well...yeah...will bathe now..then eat n study at the same time. Fever? Do i care..i need all the time in the world for my studies, as long as i'm not that dead-sick that i can't lift my textbook my priority to study still stays

and yessss..when i showed my Maximilian drawing on my textbook to my classmate n he asked me who is it, i said he wouldn't know this character cos the anime's very old - Macross. Looking at his i-duno-reaction..for once i could quote aibo's somewhere along the line of, "If you know him, you'll know him."

*baring fangs in mischevious triumph*

LOL

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a CS adventure

"(the whole song of) Sen no Kaze ni natte?! but (Gintoki only mumbled one part for one of the episode of Gintama's ending) i duno how to sing!"

"you're (not supposed to sing) supposed to mumble (through the whole actual song of 4 minutes plus)"

which i did - n still do even after CS, even in the mrt

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although with so many herbs i drank..

today sick, fever, running nose, sore throat. still going to school. can't miss it. Would loved to, since i've already bought the official textbook, but i still wanna hear wat the teacher said. Wish i could record it but my handphone isn't for long-distance recording..professional ones about $500..pff

anyway, just go to class lah

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decision

>> Tuesday, March 24, 2009

activity obligations

something that i do not want anymore. i just wanna indulge in anime, Japanese, manga drawing, hang out with everyone

my studies too, i can't handle anymore i need all the time

but am i making the right decision...

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grrr and woah..

>> Monday, March 23, 2009

this is weird..i can log in here so easily but not my email?! i need the email more cos i need to finish what i need to accomplish. Again thanks to LP and Kai for keeping me company. Sorry if i'm being too quiet and one-way communication..

i've a bad blister wound which is on the left little toe. Talk about rip offs n that was what my blister did: the loose skin was ripped off by my blister plaster, exposing my flesh - n another blister growing in it. No choice had to see doctor (2nd time for this month..1st time was my left eye). My mum has it worse - her blister wound's bigger somewhere around below her left toe and there are 2 blisters growing inside - but we are now sharing the same cream so our wounds are healing

i'm not taking any chances. i'm taking Redoxon for more Vitamin C to speed up the healing n build up some immune system - my nose is starting to run

and..while reloading the same page again n again i decided to brave all fear of kanji on Derf's blog to explore his links..and found out he names our blogs in Japanese! = I HAVE A BLOG TITLE LINK TOTALLY IN JAPANESE!!!! *INFINITELY EXCITED* it's really wow..a whole new different feel when my blog's introduced in Japanese by Derf..to me it's like encrypted, it's like DANGER: u dun-noe-wat's-gonna-happen-when-u-click-it *G*...so in roumanji my blog's introduced as thus

(Derf n LP, please correct me if i'm wrong)

wakai shijin no uta

wakai = young, shijin = poet, no = (in this case) of, uta = song(s)

*giggle* i'm a young poet (reminds me of Koumei sama..or Tezuka ~squeal~ Oshitari - forget it, he's another 'genre')! Derf hits a point there cos i do write poetry and songs, it's just that i dun post them as much as i used to

『若い詩人の歌』は俺のブログだ!!!

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kimochi..(LOL)

>> Saturday, March 21, 2009

i treasure every moment, every single moment when i'm with them cos due to our work, studies and national obligation we seldom meet

i thought of blogging of the whole day..but LOL..my shiroi tenshi caught me online..so, cntrl A delete XD

ya..now i know WHY i spaced out n my disassociation got worse - very late night sleeps due to staying up to study so i've to maintain a regular z time

before that..

every moment i treasure when i'm with you, my "sen no kaze"-tachi. Thank u for everything that has happened, every little thing that u all do it means so much to me, eg LP from waiting for me while i limp my way, finding a new pair of slippers which will last me for a lifetime, the "I am the handsome one" calling me asking where we were (CHINESE SONGS *ochiru*), "The Prince" beepbeepbeeping at us when we came in [se no - "(IT'S)CS!!!!!!"]. And some of the big things eg SANG GINIRO NO SORA (thank u LP for guiding me), all 4 of us singing "Sen no kaze ni natte", ALL OF US GOING CRACK NO MATTER WHERE WE WERE (meeting seperately, smsing, calling, CS, supper, mrt), Supa Spaiso Warusu (hint: bowlS of noodles)

practically used up all my resources..but i've NEVER sang sooo much at CS in my life! AND YES - POT/OSHITARI/TEZUKA/FUJI RULESSS MY CS DAY-NITE. Love it when i sang a few Bleach too (but disappointed that they dun have more of the songs i wanted). AND YES - "CRAFTY" TWO TIMES (2nd time DARED OSHITARI'S SPOKEN PART).

THANK U.."SEN NO KAZE"-TACHI..for giving me the encouragement at every CS session until i'd decided to brave all out and SING (although i know there r mistakes in roumaji, sorry i can't read Japanese but i did improve on a word or two in every song u all have sang before) INSTEAD (no Yi Gor not INSEAD xD..how r u?) OF SLEEPING IN CS.

Well, to find other songs to sing and be ready for the next CS.

CS PLEASE put in KOUTETSU SANGOKUSHI, MONONOKE, MORE: MACROSS FRONTIER, GUNDAM 00 (with character songS!!! yesyes TIERIA n LOCKON), POT, SAIYUKI, BLEACH

and yes...yesterday (since tdy's Sunday already)..absolutely..

Kimochi = A XD

lemme crack here:
OSHITARI I WANT MORE VALENTINE KISSES!!!! Tezuka "still owes" me a White Day present - Fuji and Mihael given me theirs. Tieria's excused. Soubi...i'll stay away from u cos i know either you'd grab me or i'll come to you. . Koumei sama, Kin san..i'll meet u under the beautiful sky. Abel - LEARN.

ok..sleep

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kck!

>> Friday, March 20, 2009

mattaku!

WAT'S KOUMEI REALLY UP TO?!

he tells Rikuson he's happy with him but had to leave him, his other disciple looks up to him saying he's beautiful and strong - and he gives his disciple a knife! And now he's with Riyuu - n i don't like that one - ugly to me, it's like a character gone bad in Maple Story game. Really the "drag queen" suits that - i duno wat to call it

And..ah..*giggle* if i'm Rikuson i'll be the same too - captived by Koumei sama..his eyes, his mysterious smile, his slender self - luuuuuuuurve..and his voice. Wait - it's his eyes AND voice that hypontises me..grr..until i couldn't concentrate at class yesterday!

anyway...yessss! i've bought the official textbook. Loads to read but..that means i can't prepare for CS liao..well..oh well..i'm like a scholar anyway - priority goes to studies

The stars do not tell us where to go
It's where we want to go
that makes the journey
"Waga shisho..."

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study progression

>> Thursday, March 19, 2009

1.10pm
headache, bloating, full of gas, cramps - ah the usual time of the month - AND I'M HAVING MY CLASS TONIGHT!!! how the -! AARGH
Sidetrack: coming soon

1.50pm
Absolute distraction (besides the legs part - see yesterday's night entry). A scene pops into my head: a green handphone ringing next to the pc with the character very engrossed in studies.
Especially dedicated to whom i had a conversation with and inspires me thus this "draft" - which i've haven't even really started on the fic itself - thank you.
Sidetrack: Studytime
Prince of Tennis fanfic
Warning: Sexual references, explict languages
Author's pairing with Oshitari and references to Tezuka

2.06pm
cannot liao, the headache's getting worse - sleep...grrrr..time wasted again

2.51pm
din sleep. had me lunch & said goodbye to Koumei sama with Rikuson *sob* not giving up...will continue study
Sidetrack: still yet to complain to Dai Gor about the dream i had of him!

5.46pm
ah....finally...recorded, edited (damn long siah), transferred my read-aloud-recording of the chapter..tomorrow..i'm not going to care...i'll throw everything aside - take a break n learn some songs for CS - but have to get ready for school now

12.57am
FINALLY FRIDAY!!!! that means LP n Kai can yak on msn!!!! Aaargh, went to class and found all my textbooks, rough paper and bad are SOAKED IN COFFEE. The container of coffee leaked out: it's the drink-and-throw-away type - damn. It's my joy somemore - Thomas the Engine my mum bought for me. Alas, had to throw it away - it's of no practical use

and YES!!!! i've FINALLY complained to Dai Gor!!! grrrrrrrrr!!!! eagerly waiting what he replies - not telling!!!!

feeling the strain of the email..cos i had to do ANOTHER follow-up...seriously looking forward to July for a long hiatus, really going crazy with related "follow-ups" in relation to the email

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study time progression

>> Wednesday, March 18, 2009

8.30am
opened my textbook

9.56am
still opened
(aka haven't study)
i'm like my ex-boss..for years my biological clock only starts 10am..i'm not sure why..
Sidetrack: got another wedding invitation card yesterday (n i'm still unattached?!)...and someone from the choir asked my "leader" n me for personal vocal training..i'm not a pro..i'm not, i'm just being able to put emotions into (English) words, that's all..so far the only emo of an anime song is only the chorus of Tezuka buchou's Soushi ~UMUKUTOU~

11.00am
oh no...cramp..that time of the month..AAARGH..why must it be today when i've decided to be very serious finishing this chapter?! No, i still will go on!

11.15am
did i forget to mention that my dominant hand muscles are aching n i'm worried that i can't write in class for tomorrow?
Sidetrack: so i was thinking of recording tomorrow's class..i tried with my mp3 player which sucked (no offense, cos it's not a digital recorder by itself)..maybe i try with my handphone..it seems to have a better pickup

5.45pm
AAARGH!!! IDIDN'TSTUDYIDIDN'TSTUDYIDIDN'TSTUDY!!!! spent all hours on an email!!! it's more of a get-it-over-n-done-with but realised there's so much to do for that email!!!! actually it's good that i finished it so i can dive back to my studies in peace without worrying!!!

8.21pm
i did study a little...n thanks to LP n Kai both filled my headaches with fun n relaxation..i even got to type a little roumaji XD!!! alrigh!!! and i understood some Japanese sentences they type!!! SUGE JA!!!!!!!

11.23pm
yappari..in the end din study...tried to but..brain dead..(shiroi tenshi's gonna start scolding me XD) just went numb..n realised that the email i sent earlier HAVE PROBLEMS..AAAARGH!!!! why in the world - !!!! all i wanna do is just study - nothing to do with LP n Kai! they help me a great deal by lightening up the gloomy atmosphere on my side

eg
me: about almost interlocking legs of Rikuson and Koumei sama
LP: where Koumei's left hand is
me: BAD KOUMEI - SIT!

12.50am Thursday
AIBOOOOOO!!!!!! XD
oh...when i wake up i'm so not going to borther to reply about the emails i did yesterday afternoon...this is my limit..whole day sacrificed all study-time just doing and re-doing..if not for Kai who stayed up after LP i'd go crazy re-doing the email - and yes!!! Kai subbed the first!!! so excited!!! still am actually - cos i'm an Atem fan. And he patiently reads my flooded messages XD and explained the card rules to me cos i've never played the card game before..sumimasen..
SA YUDAN SEZU NI SAPPU!!! XD!!!

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today

>> Monday, March 16, 2009

had a scare this morning

tried on my contact lens but the left one gave me trouble. My left eye blurred after putting in on. After washing it and putting it on the same thing happened. I left it on for a few more minutes. i started to get a headache - had to take my lenses out. To my shock my left eye was totally red. i risked a few seconds to look at it close up and from half-an-arm's distance cos this has never before and - i look anime with that red eye! i was like "woah..SUGEEEEEE (awesooooome)"

taking that left lens out for the second time proved to be as difficult as the first..and why in the world my left lens seemed to be bigger than my right?!

thank goodness my fringe could cover my left side. When to the doctor...when i came up i was shocked - the redness had almost disappeared, saved for a few red lines here and there at the bottom of my eye

"Wasted trip to the doctor!" i said aloud, "could've waited a little longer!"

but seriously, best not to. Can't tell what will happen to my eye. No matter which part of the body is - immediately go see doctor! i'd learnt my lesson early Jan with my cough, ain't gonna risk anymore

could study today cos of my headache..so i just numb myself at the pc

after that the medicine forced me to lie in bed - but i coudn't sleep..grrrr

second part of pc-numbing...so there was LP, tired, needed some entertainment..then came an idea...flooded her with "Ishida-and-(TYPED)Miyano Mamoru moments" from Koutetsu Sangokushi (thanks to her i can TYPE this title - no more copy n paste!!!) with lotsa pics, sound files AND 2 vids i make with one pic each

so now i'm getting sleepy..will end this post for today..ah..but first..

(standing below the battle zone, looking up, hands cupping to mouth)
KAIIII!!!! ganbare on the subs (n)ya!!! never give up, not even for the final card! (V-sign!)

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latest craze: Koutetsu Sangokushi ep1-3 spoiler

>> Friday, March 13, 2009

tezu-sama..XD!!! ATOBE-SAMA RULEZ!!!!!!!

i'm now desperately looking for the full ep2 of Koutetsu Sangokushi - actually i copy and paste this cos the title has a long name- ALP told me about it..but she couldn't take the smexiness of Shoukatsuryou Koumei (also copy n paste) aka Zhu Ge Liang..but Zhu Ge Liang has never looked this GOOOOOOD and Rikuson Hakugen (also copied and paste Lu Xun..duno who is Lu Xun..i'm bad at this)
the thing that she told me about was this


she got nosebleed..i was..SOUBI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nono not Abel, ALP..the only similarity is the hair colour..(CAN'T STOP LAUGHING!!!) and wat's moe was...Zhu Ge Liang (the sliver-hair..ohidunohowtoaddresshim..) sounded so like Soubi of Loveless and looked soooo Loveless..turned out that the voice actor IS FROM LOVELESS!!! And wat's more moe..KOUMEI SAMA = RITSU SENSEI..SOUBI'S SEM-ah-TEACHER!!!!)

but one thing i can't understand...why make Koumei so..supernatural? he looks human, feels human...(*on fire* saw a sceneshot of him lying down with his wet bare back of droplets trailing along his well-toned body..where in the world was he?! with who?! oh my goodness!!!)
but..there's something not human about him..like in ep2 he has a scary smile on his face, his eyes were 3/4 closed but the whites of his eyes were showing..so scary..

i'm so determined to reach ep7 for the reunion...SQUEAL!!!!! aiya..best got Koumei-sama in every ep..SQUEEEAL!!!!

Suddenly Oshitari has a rival!!!! *giggle*

oh ya..way definite Koumei-sama seme Rikuson uke..ep2 spectulations that Koumei-sama was the one who sent the flying arrows if it's true..*giggle* luuuurve his *ahem* attack SQUEEEAL!!!

ISHIDA AKIRA?!!!! i read that he's in this series too! tried so hard to find a pic of his character b4 moving on to ep3 but couldn't..in the end - LOL - his voice is unmistakenly clear and distinguishable..frankly it's hard to find his character pic..found one..on the right. i'll put his other character Cho Hakkai from Saiyuki on the left..there's seems to be an uncanny resemblance..


i din know Koumei-sama has a BROTHER?! Shokatsukin Shiyu (Zhu Ge Jin) SMEXY ALSO!!!!! and guess what..HE'S ALSO GIN ICHIMARU OF BLEACH!!!! Goodness...it's so hard to put smexy him teasing the 'boys' in ep3 calling them (as fandubbed, somwhere along the line of) "s-e-x-y-m-e-n.." have to give u both brothers' smexiness to oogle..i'm not compromising on the size!!!!




okay last character..Abarai Renji!!! in this anime the voice actor's this character



it's 3am now..wow..anyway..hope u've enjoyed reading this!!
yudan sezu ni nemu!

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follow-ups

>> Thursday, March 12, 2009

ALP's watched a few episodes of Trinity Blood and found there are some Gintama seiyuu! oh wow..Hijakata from Gintama = TESS (Trinity Blood)!!! Kagura (Gintama) = PETER (Trinity Blood)!! oh wow!!! fascinating findings!!

k..the writing tablet problem..in the end i gave in to fate: not yours, dun force the issue. It turned out to be just a 'marking pen', not drawing type..i'm looking for the drawing type which costs about $200! can't afford so changed for a Logitech 2.1 sound system - not for me (Lent season's a season of giving..anyway my family member wanted a 2.1 system similar to mine for a looooong time so, ya lah). Wanted to fix directly to the LCD TV but after hours of figuring manually and reading the manual of both the sound system and the TV realised that - TV: there's no line out except for head/earphones jack! argh! so, in the end, fixed it to our 2nd-hand (but good!) DVD player to let the sound travel out not to the TV but the system (techies out there: audio output Logitech 2.1, input TV; the yellow-video jack remains to the TV)

a little sick, i slept in the day, almost 1 quarter of a day, went to see doctor, came back help around the house..will z soon

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problems with the writing tablet

>> Wednesday, March 11, 2009

it's for my studies - i want to give my best n not lax or find any excuse as - in my opinion - can't find any alternatives - my right had slight tremors due to overstrain although i'm using my left to rub the drawings with an eraser. i'm at the pc most of the times so having a writing tablet works - and a start to manga/anime drawing in the future, i think that's where i'd like to further myself into as a side income cos it's hard to survive here just being an artist, let alone an artiste!

i've drifted. K, back to the ^&*! tablet..as we would say in Cantonese which would loosely have the idea somewhere along the line of"man proposes God disposes" the tablet gave me so much problems that i've to bring the tablet back to the shop later for follow-up

@*&%ing waste of my time

but "Nice follow" Mihael would say

right, so i'm obesessed with my favourite anime characters - so? ;p

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someone please sub eng Gundam 00 S2 23-25

thank you

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encounter with a writing tablet

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encounter with a writing tablet

after so long i'd realised i'd scratched the surface (literally) on the pad cos i couldn't draw as how the demo displayed

so i went to their website and read their manual

guess what

i must install the software THEN connect the device to the pc

strange, why the * that instruction isn't in the so-called user's manual that came along with the packaging?

@#$!

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talk and ramble

>> Monday, March 9, 2009

being online thrills me because i can talk to the whole world and let all my friends know how i'm doing

lemme start this entry by talking about anime - or manga, if u will, but i'm more to anime (stimulates my brain)

Anime is a great part of me that i get stressed up of not meeting - laughing, sharing and listening to my friends who love anime/manga for a long time cos i hate to be alone wrapped around in this world.

Weeks ago i started to dissociate. Any further as i had started to dissociate will turn into uncontrollable irreversible consequence

so i wanna thank The Three for calming my senses last weekend

i got a shikai of Tieria-Mihael-therapy from ALP, and Wee Siong and Kai for your Bankai: paroxysm of countless manga, anime, games, and a whole lotta ceaseless flow of continous running thoughts with heavy emphasis on Gundam 00 and Macross Frontier..and no more chopped spagehtti - yeehee!!! XD Kai n i were talking about my creamed seafood spagehtti which i recommend Benten Cafe to be a better choice for that dish as compared to our last night's one - let's all go there someday naaa!!!!

"hao chi nyan nyan, mei gu niang (Ranka Lee, Macross Frontier)" BUAY TAHAN (can't stand it) LOL!!!!!

ALP n i must meet up also - miss yakking with her face-to-face.

to me it's smooth-flow when i see my friends face-to-face, there's a two-way communication and less misinterpretation of feelings..most of the times it's hard to type expresssions out

but i wonder why i'm so comfortable with sms..heehee..

but not online conversations though it's cheap but it's hard for me unless if there's something to start and never stop with but that's rare for me cos with my limited knowledge i end up with one-way: mostly listening and i think it tires - maybe frustrate - my friends online

*WAAAAIL* White Day (March 14)'s coming soon and there's no guy..*sob* but LOL - FIRST on Valentine's Day a girl must give something to the guy for the guy to reciprocate on White Day. Marshmallows and chocolates used to be the gifts but time progressed the gift-ideas have expanded eg handkerchiefs for females

*giggle* say if it's Tezuka-buchou, Oshitari, Fuji, Mihael, Max, Abel (Tieria..well..still has lots to work on = mada mada da ne!)

i would be dumbfounded at Tezuka's - cos i moe him for so long already and have been dropping hints and FINALLY that stotic brain of his HAS GOTTEN THE MESSAGE AND yudan sezu ni kaimeru A WHITE DAY GIFT.

Fuji - *blush-shy*, really - he's a Prince Charming and being the more senstive one HE HAS ALREADY KNEW (unlike the abovementioned)

Oshitari - squeal! and immediately flush red knowing a lot more else will happen..

Mihael - niceee Mihael, the present, but erm, Oshitari's got me first - but i'll definitely make time for you - DEFINITELY

Max - anytime..just don't stop gazing me *dreamland*

Abel [busy fishing his pockets and spilling out everything from a week's supply of his own stock-up of sweets - just in case he can't get his thirteen-sugar-teaspoon medication - to i don't - even he doesn't! - know where and how all other thingies happen to be in his pocket except the White Day present - which is too big to fit into his pocket which - that goofball - he didn't realise and - for sure - had forgotten where he had put (sink his face with a punch even in his hysterical-panick accidentally says "left"!) it and give him til late night for him to find it then he'd call me and meet me - by that time i'm already done with Oshitari - shortly before 12am]. . .

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oooh yesss..

>> Wednesday, March 4, 2009

iknowiknow i'm supposed to use these 3 hours plus to study but i can't get this nagging guilt of not doing a fic of Oshitari x Tezuka since - i duno how long already!!

While cracking my brain the first line of the story came - at long last. At first i thought of it as Tezuka x Fuji but i have so much of them! Much to my relief it turned into Oshitari instead of Tezuka as the first character. i worried as to how Tezuka would come into the story but - and like Tezuka himself - i took an abrupt moment of the story and waltzed (LOL) him in..and - in tribute - their 'permanent' lovers!!! so happy i could do all these one-shot!!!

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Prince of Tennis fanfic
Warning: BL, mostly OOC


7.02pm
it's very difficult to concentrate studying while listening to Johnny and Charlie having their sweet moments together

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MEGANE'S UNITE (once more)!!!!

>> Sunday, March 1, 2009

Please click here to find out the latest news of Prince of Tennis' "Tezuka ten ten, wanwanwan, nyanyanya/goronyagoronyagoronya" Megane's! (aka Tezuka Kunimitsu, Oshitari Yuushi and Inui Sadaharu)..after reading Kai n Lay Peng will know why i can't stop laughing at the name of the "new unit"!!!!

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