sigh..

i know it's not goodbye but..

one of my friends called me as she said she would when she's at the airport. She must be in the plane by now to France

i can't take it, i just can't cos every Sunday i would meet this group and lunch, then suddenly, one of them flies off

By next year one by one is stepping down from the ministry also..goodness, i'm still wondering if i should do the same

i can't sleep well..i wish i can!