ah..Cosfest

i miss Cosfest, really. It's been a week and that europhia - i would compare it to the sensation of having a nice time in a swimming pool but when u get out of it u still feel that you're bobbing along the waves, even to the extend of really bobbing up and down after 25 minutes of when u leave the swimming complex - soaked i tell you, totally soaked, surrounded by "happening" waves of cosplayers crowding the field here, there - everywhere!

my first Cosfest too, really. And my first time getting over my fear of "dare not to ask" cosplayers to take their photos. But with Alice-san around, i felt more secure and encouraged to ask - still awkward at first, but in the end i was happily taking pictures until i drifted far

i really enjoyed holding bags for Alice-san, really fun to. And to do the Caramelldansen off-stage while the cosplayers were doing it onstage. It was really cool that the emcee got all cosplayers to get up and do the dance X3 Looking at all of them, i wish i was with them, leading everyone who were downstage to do the dance - and cos i thought Alice-san - no Alice-SAMA X3 went up to dance so the only thing on my mind was, "Aw man, if i was cosplaying i want to Caramelldansen beside SOUBI."

it was at Cosfest that i finally understood why fans cry and screaming their names when seeing Beatles, Elvis Presley and Michael Jackson 'live' - cos i was screaming, calling out for Soubi and tears were almost filling the brim of my eyes when i saw Soubi upstage - so far that's the best Soubi i've ever seen. Upon reflection i guess one of the reasons why fans cry is because of the desperation that they felt far and they WANT to LIVE WITH their "idol"

i had the feeling not to scream for Alice-sama..*giggle* cos much later i realised Alice-sama didn't go upstage

Sigh..two years, is it...i've shrunk a little, thanks to my determination..i have a little more confidence now but i still disobey about eating less than moderate and am paying the price for it..wat, i get hungry very fast leh, that means ah i eat more times than norm if i eat less than moderate leh

already two people say liao i'm always hungry XD