mixed..

initially the thought of going AFA tomorrow scares/dreads me

because everything's about buybuybuy, if not cosplaycosplaycosplay

i dun have spending power nor can cosplay thus i get pressurised

but i found a thought to counter it - i forgot what it is..i think it's along the line of countering the spending power. mmm...cosplay is expensive with the exception of Ritsuka - just a black wig and black cat ears are the expensive ones - generic but at least it's the cheapest...perhaps i do Ritsuka as a start. Fuji too expensive XD but really i wish i have a boyfriend so we can do Ritsuka/Soubi or fanservice Tezuka/Fuji X3 kyaaaa!!! XD

i'll just have to get over this fear of being overwhelmed by cosplayers XD perhaps it's also excitement, pretty mixed..but yes, tomorrow it's still yudan sezu ni ikou - i'm curious to see Gintoki and Zura X3

Zura-san - sumimasen nya..boku no rubikusu cuba onegai shimasu