sigh..
>> Tuesday, April 27, 2010
no mood
Read more...YAAAAY Trinity Blood novel Judgement Day releasing on 27 April!!!! Hoping Kinokuniya would get their "hands" on it too X3
Read more...heard there was a fire where LP was working...thank goodness she's ok
Read more...i'm feeling a little better, after the exam aftermath. Slowly getting used to my new handphone. Nothing big, just a simple Samsung touchscreen. And my new laptop. All "cheap" ones. But after the struggle i have with both handphone and laptop i'd decided to change to a Mac platform one day.
for now, i'm taking a break
i'm glad i finished Miracle Train in the manner that i so had wanted - well and good. i wanted to rewatch an ep which featured Shinjuku Rintarou but couldn't find it at that time - felt lost n empty, missing the whole series. It wasn't until LP asked me if i watched the ep which featured Shinjuku had his brothers - well, THAT got me desperately searching for that same ep!!! After watching it - it's a wrap, i felt "full" X3 and yes Shinjuku is my no.1, Roppongi 2nd, strangely Tochou seems to be 3rd...it's reeeeally difficult to not think of whacky sleepy-eyed Gintoki at the same time cos Tochou and Gintoki are voiced by the same seiyuu
i'm thinking of watching 07 Ghost, picking from where i left off..
instead of having butterflies in my stomach..i remember how everyone spur me on in my tests and exams...and i can breathe a sigh of relief and say that there's still time, even in my exam days
very relieved! *phew* at least i can manage :3
to fail my paper, i'm really throwing my hands up in the air in frustration, i can't believe i've forgotten wat i've revised!
Read more...one of my greatest fears are realised..
i cannot practice on a program for my exam as it is corrupted, literally at a loss now, not sure if i can pass it for my exam. i can't practice in school as it is out of bounds in preparation for next week's exam
i'm seriously freaking out
i regret, i feel stupid, immature and weak
i feel like i've the stinging pain of a slap on my cheek
there are many instances
when i start something for someone it becomes a commitment, much to my relunctance..but if i don't do it no one will so whether i like it or not i have to do it (do you believe in being "chosen"?)
when i start something unknowingly it becomes a dedication
when i start something it seems to lead me on to what i will become in the future
when i start something which concerns me in what i want to do in the future i will not stop - even in situations which i cannot be in control of, even when i'm relunctant to do so, even when i'm all stressed out, even when i complain - but as time goes by i'd realised i'm also excited about the things i start when i complain
thank you for seeing the potential and willingness in me, no matter how much i protest and don't know much about my potentialS
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