start

there are many instances

when i start something for someone it becomes a commitment, much to my relunctance..but if i don't do it no one will so whether i like it or not i have to do it (do you believe in being "chosen"?)

when i start something unknowingly it becomes a dedication

when i start something it seems to lead me on to what i will become in the future

when i start something which concerns me in what i want to do in the future i will not stop - even in situations which i cannot be in control of, even when i'm relunctant to do so, even when i'm all stressed out, even when i complain - but as time goes by i'd realised i'm also excited about the things i start when i complain

thank you for seeing the potential and willingness in me, no matter how much i protest and don't know much about my potentialS