i wish

i wish i have the luxury
of stretching out my hand
and casually ask for money
and hang out with my friends

i wish i have the luxury
of having parents who have a wide network
in finding me a job

i wish i have the luxury
of having parents
to teach me about what self-confidence is about

i wish i have the luxury
of total privacy

i wish i have the luxury
of having air con
instead of me scratching
in this unbearable heat
and cooling my laptop
instead of feeling the burn of the laptop
everytime i type

i wish i have the chance
to have a good bgr relationship again
to have that attention
only two can share

i wish i have the luxury
of having and paying cable tv

i wish i have the luxury
of having handheld games
and knowing enuff Japanese
to play Gundam games

what seemed like an everyday life to u
is a luxury to many
and me