boiling point

i just wanna yell
yell my frustrations out
i'm so pissed about so many things
feel so restricted right now
feel so constricted right now
that nothing now can make me happy
i duno if tmw can help me
or anyone can today
i depend on people for happiness now - is it wrong? i can't see anymore, i can't, i'm just banging and screaming in the darkness non-stop
the cure that i want
is not the cure that is
i want freedom
i hate what i'm going through right now
i just hate what i'm going through right now
i can only look with eyes of pain and jealousy
do i want to be reached?
no...for now and maybe for the time being i just wanna thrash about just wanna act spoiled just like everybody else
i just wanna stay in my safe bubble
i'm crying inside
do i want to be reached?
i duno
perhaps
i do
i want
i need