pain

i duno y

i tried my best, sacrificing myself, my health, for people. In the end, i lost even more. There's a dark hole before me. i'm drained. Anger, framed, frustration, wanna scream but i can't. Nobody understands. All is my fault. Every single day i decided to shout already cos there's nothing more. There's no hope. Only darkness. Only despair. i am jealous of those who r better-off than me