i duno how..

but i'm trying..trying to be positive in this depressing weather, it's hard but i'm trying

i duno..i mean, i know i'm not supposed to compare and am well-aware that people go through phases in time but somehow i just wish there's someone always - or at least most of the time available - human, please cos i'm tangible - to hear me out or just hang out..most importantly to really lean on - emotionally AND physically - and teach me how to handle my emotions.

i think..in reference to the abovementioned (actually in this progressive era thep phrase "in reference to the abovementioned" is no longer profound) this kinda sounds like..how i would like in a boyfriend..*gasp*