i wonder if there's a song title of it..the above title is a tribute to some of Amuro Ray n Char's clips i watched
And fitting, for this entry too
A lot of things have happened since these two weeks of June, as mentioned
But
Someone has reached out to me and put me firmly in a position where i cannot escape but be hit at every corner, perhaps like any of the Gundam 00 Meister being right smack in the midst of a battle wondering about their existence and their meaning to live
Someone wedged me more out from my shell - painful for me - but knows i need to move on
Someone waited - despite the situation - for me to move
I wouldn't move
unless you do
Every single ounce of me wants to move. Afraid, scared, frightened
but someone's here
with me to move on
thanks to you
'slap' me if i say i'm alone
Now, for the fun of it - STREETFEST!!!!!!!! SCREEEEEEAM!!!!! MOEEEEE!!!!! everyone wanted to take a pic - everyone! And LP was the manager for the day ("manager.." boku o - qian da!!!!) carrying our stuffs - well, not entirely, i carried one of my own while our friend freely graces the area. Wish i could be like our friend = "May i take a picture of you?"..sigh..*dreamy-eyed*
*two fair slender fingers shaped in a "V" signifying the number 2* "2 years". 2 years to get a Koumei physique!!!!!! sigh...
anyway...first time public dressing. Everyone got expensive costumes - mine's really an everyday-dressing from my own wardrobe, i wasn't dressed as any anime character, wig fell off TWICE - i could break down
BUT anything good? Sure do! Kai's endless encouragements. First time getting ready for a cosplay festival, first time trying out the makeup, wig n all and walking around in public. First time talking to people whom i'd never met before and making them smile even more, encouraging them - i'd realised i could even encourage strangers, especially the very young ones..something i'd never knew i could. First time asking someone - Alice-san, thank you for being my very first! - to pose n - i took nice shots *blush* First time being the only one screaming in the midst of a crowd, daring incorrect phrases
RANKA LEE (Marcoss Frontier)!!!!!! sigh..wish i could see the "first" Ranka..
NATSUO AND YUUJI (Loveless)!!!! (Soubi n Rituska..too common 'couple'..saw 'them' at AFA '08 too so i'm glad i saw something different)
LP went moe at Kagura n Okita of Class 3-Z X3 (Gintama)
AND YES! FINALLY A GUNDAM 00 SONG!!!!! And yes - i heard Bleach's songs too!!!!
i wanna thank "you've come this far" Kai, shiroi tenshi for coming down n sharing the fun (SEISHUN GAKUEN XD!!!!!), being our manager (i think i just got punched for repeating this), WS! U CAAAAAME X3..SEPTEMBER!!!
COSFEST..yeeeeeah..
