the dreams that i wish to fulfil

surprisingly are fulfiled, not by me though but by people who have the same dream which are fulfilled

but what's piss about it is these people just casually wave my telling them about my struggles and say something superficial or push it away so curtly

all i wanna hear is, "hey, i've been there before. So if u need help or anything u wanna know just ask me anytime anyday. i may be late in smsing replies but u noe that i always sms some minutes later right?"

it's really hard to find people who have that level of commitment although there are people who are willing to cos they are a minority. To u who does that we thank you for giving us a reason to live - and this helps us to stop ourselves from ending our lives, although u may not be in contact anymore but we will remember ur goodness - and live on