aah

so tired, really really tired..

i never ask to be left out, it's just that people leave me out. i'm between the 20 something-students and 30 something-highflyers - academic-/professional-/mentality-wise i'm not anywhere near them. it has come to a point that it's painful to hear their achievements and wat they're doing cos while they're talking i'm blaming and hating myself for being stuck in wait-and-see situations

i've "killed" myself tolerating with their excited ravings, goodness..i need anime/BL therapy soon - LP HELPU MI!!!!!! XD