kyaa!!!

yaay!!! it's been a long time since i msned Kai n we conversed for a long time (kept him up, paiseh), really fun, so many random-turned-themed conversations..really fun..got new homework..learn some mech songs WHICH I'M HAPPY TO!!!! a mech duet...(nervous n excited thinking about it..i guess cos now's 2am plus so my senses heightened)

aaargh..so looking forward to learning more PoT songs too..thanks to Kai..i'm feeling the 'burn' to CS..AND THE 4 MINUTE MUMBLING!!!

but one thing i forgot to tell him...(i hereby welcome myself to the short-term memory club) that i hope to learn some mech songs to sings the kids' part especially the "DASH! DASH! dan dan dan dan! (i think some r going 'what the...')" XD!!!!"

anyway, back to "work" it's hard to...cos.."i wan to..i plan to.." i remember what had been said, all in my head, i remember the wide-eyed enthusiasm, ending up in not-needed-at-all righteous statements and justifications as to why they do it, the bitterness that's usually included..i'm just..too tired..

as i told Lay Peng n Kai n here i'll expand from what i told them: anime is the main thing i wanna talk n live about for now. And i'm glad i met them cos they are the ones who know what type of anime/manga i like and i can have 2-way communication about it with them

seriously i wonder how to balance this: i swing from being a kid to what people expect of me as an adult. i'm not natural, really, with lotsa people. i wish i am. so i work at it - cos there are too many fakes in this world