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i realised more deeply

heavy adverse reaction to people having better lives than mine saying stupid idiotic things is not necessary. They have the right to live, to laugh, to say anything cliche-happy for all they want cos they're in their happy moments. Cos i was there too: i have mine, foolish or stupid or just pure harmeless fun.

be that way, i will smile a sad smile, as my heart aches with a lost that cries out silently in pain, asking a million "whys"

but then, i'm reminded of the abovementioned again, and i'm a little calm

and the thing that i'm shocked about is: i have writer's block for Tezuka/Fuji fanfic..i can't believe it..i have a writer's block for my favourite fic series?! sonnaaaaaaa!!!