totally stressed out

i froze in realisation when my classmate shouted "..our exam is next Friday!"

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veryvery sick

but i can't let this moment pass me by without studying

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somehow..

looking for a job isn't that much of priority now - my exam is

thus my target for apply for one job everday - not really brothered at this point in time

i'm glad that i'm beginning to prioritise properly

all thanks to counselling :)

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weekend

watched Bakugan Brawlers..still hoping to invest in a pc which has lotsa cooling compartments...wanna watch the Japanese version - with English subtitles of course

FINALLY BOUGHT PRINCE OF TENNIS DVD!!!! but it's before the National Tournament. it's so different from it's VCD version..CLEARER PICS CLEARER VOICES..i got a shock from its vast differences when i first watched it..struggled a while with my DVD remote control to navigate the menu onscreen XD!!!!

oh wow...to see Tezuka buchou n Fuji so clear...siiiigh..XD!!!!! i'm starting to like the rest of the Seigaku Regulars a little more X3

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woosh

lotsa things happened: mom not good, friend terribly depressed bcos dad passed on, terrible working week, felt shitty, wanna screw people, Marah's new job soon, my contract ending soon, exam coming soon, Dai Gor's lovely accounts *dreamy eyes*..

want to watch Bakugan Brawlers but cannot bcos of exams

neither can i watch any anime eps so as not to 'burn' the system unit

but i'm very happy that NTV7 brought in Postman Pat SDS!!!!! oh wow!!! had i known earlier!!! really fun to see Postman Pat 'upgraded' - all these nifty gadgets and upgraded technology and so many new people..but the cows n sheep n Pumpkin are still there X3 suddenly Greendale got bigger!!! XD

"Pat feels he's a really happy man" X3

so er...anyone for AFA09?

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the dreams that i wish to fulfil

surprisingly are fulfiled, not by me though but by people who have the same dream which are fulfilled

but what's piss about it is these people just casually wave my telling them about my struggles and say something superficial or push it away so curtly

all i wanna hear is, "hey, i've been there before. So if u need help or anything u wanna know just ask me anytime anyday. i may be late in smsing replies but u noe that i always sms some minutes later right?"

it's really hard to find people who have that level of commitment although there are people who are willing to cos they are a minority. To u who does that we thank you for giving us a reason to live - and this helps us to stop ourselves from ending our lives, although u may not be in contact anymore but we will remember ur goodness - and live on

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back to the boybands

radio stations played Boyzone songs as Boyzone fans grieve over the sudden shocking death of Stephen Gately which brought me back to the good ol' days of boy groups which the media calls them boybands - hardly u would call them a "band" cos they dun play instruments like the bands do but it's just to level them up for glamour's sake

but for Backstreet Boys i would make an exception - why i wouldn't know. Perhaps they're street guys - more "rough" and their songs are harder, not so poppy and elevator-style. And they hip-hop to their songs which they also pen themselves. What's even better - they're still popular after so many years - very tough for a - to some would call - song n dance group. Some even would think of "song and dance troupe" - oh please (do u mind?!)

Hip-hop streetwear hasn't really changed much for the past then years: u've got the hooded jackets, heavy chains and the 'blingbling'. That may explain why Backstreet Boys are still around - their fashion, their R&B music

how come i talk about Backstreet Boys?! cos of Rocky Racoon! SHE WAS AT THEIR CONCERT!!! ah..nostalgia..

EVERYBODIII-III
(ye-eeh)
ROCK YOUR BODEIII-III
(ye-eeh)
BACKSTREET'S BACK
ALRIGH'!!!!!!!!!!

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お 帰 り..

finally my system unit has returned home. thanks to the people at CyberActive. i cannot thank them enough for their excellent service. no thanks to the "personal technician" who has shrunk responsibility

i've to be careful with this machine - i need it until my exams in March next year. that means i cannot watch anime series like i used to - save myself from another trip to the repair shop

k...just sidetracked to read AFA09...live dubbing from K-ON's seiyuu!!!! good, that will encourage seiyuu schools here - HONEST ONES PLEASE. the principal of the courses we attended ran away with all our money - needless to say, we didn't finish our courses

but as for me i have a long way to go cos i'm very poor in Japanese. so before i join any seiyuu course my Japanese must be at least on the fair level

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problem but..

lost a file...duno where it's now >> found *phew*..

still duno whether wat to do with spoilt pc, asked people but no answer, my mum's the only one who's pushing me to get it solved - i duno y she's doing that. "If no one helps then we help ourselves."

why is this world so cruel? which part of we've problems carrying system unit not gotten? sadly a pc is essential in where i live, sad but true

failed i feel

on a ligher note, i din know working Japanese men put on make-up and shave their eyebrows to look their best...*giggle* so i can "officially" day-dream about Tezuka working in an office in his suit!

took off all labels..tedious, must remember to put labels then think so hard what to label ;p

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